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I'm sorry that I didn't hear anything you said when you were trying to tell me how to respond to that unimaginable rejection, rather than just taking it. You saw the pain and said you'd help. You leaned forward, so close to me, then I felt anxious, and asked myself "why did she get in my face?" And then you used that hard tone and the words, seemingly from nowhere, and I couldn't figure out why you were attacking me… I was trying to follow the words but they made no sense!
I knew afterwards you weren't attacking. Still, though, why did I feel so small? I'm strong, or I used to be! Could we sit next to each other… or something (at least until I figure this out?)
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I'm okay... about this. Just wanted to say it
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