nobody gives a damn but i feel like talking.

i kept asking him to tell me to give me the REAL reason why he changed his behavior but he kept not wanting to argue anything. just saying he never wanted more than friends (wtf?) and that we were just getting to know each other. like... seriously??? u hit on everyone ur getting to know and when u know them u stop showing interest??? lolol

then i was aggravated and started being an *** telling him to just delete me, to tell me to **** off and wahtnot so eventually he ignored me. he hasnt deleted me. but till today he wasnt online... probb hes invisible as usual or he just blocked me

in therapy we kinda came to conclusion i didnt want him either caz he wasnt very affectionate but the idea of him having met someone else and liking her hurts a lot. so im completely confused maybe caz i wanna believe that deep down he can actually be sweet... i wasnt good enough for him to want it with me and prob he will be with someone else (if that makes any sense)