You're not overburdening us, Hun. If someone reads your posts and can't handle it, they'll just move on to something lighter. Please don't worry about anyone else but yourself. If there is anything one of us can do to help you, please let us know.
Hang in, ok?

Take it minute by minute, step by step.
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.