can I ramble a bit ?
went to town today. 70 mile each way... yeah I exist in purgatory..
I made it with out breaking down.. its hard to make the drive lost in thoughts ..
population is hard to handle , I forgot to call in my refills .. they said 4 hour wait.
cant do it .. i tried to shop some food n such but i lose it people are looking at me why is this big man crying i know how to function i cant function what do i do...
the ride home i don't remember getting home so lost now i have to go back tomorrow or the next day myhead hurts i can feel her them they are near telling me stop but how do you get out of here when you know the worst is still to come soon