I know this isn't the right forum to post this in but I need to vent.
Basically I've been feeling craptacular lately, not seeing a lot of friends, having a new job to start that I'm scared I'll lose, etc.
Today I've woken up not feeling amazing, and it's starting to just keep continuing to be that way. I have to do a shoot in the studio where I study and I asked 4 days ago about booking it, then my lecturer gives me an attitude today about how I should have done it in advance instead of today. What the hell is 4 days ago when I initially asked then?! Moron.
Then I messaged someone to say I'm sorry for being a not so amazing friend lately, which is obviously the case since I've barely heard from anyone in a month or 2. He responded back nicely, until he said lack of contact is just as much my fault as his. Well why the hell should I ALWAYS be the one to contact others? Sometimes it would be nice to have someone willingly contact me for once!
Then I went on facebook, and the person I'm supposed to be using for my portrait tonight went on a big rant about people of a certain culture. I hate attitude like that, and I have to keep a happy face for at least 2 hours tonight when I already want to hulk smash everyone and everything I see.
I'm having a complete anxiety attack about going into the studio, because I know my lecturer might continue carrying on, and I know what I want to say back but I can't handle confrontation anymore. I'm worried something will go down and I'll walk out (because it will either be that or crying in front of people).

Anyway, I needed a rant. Thanks.