I'm unable to cry. It's not that I'm dehydrated or any other physical health problem because my eyes are able to water when I yawn or smell something gross, it's that even when I want to cry, tears won't fall. It's horrible. I just feel trapped inside myself and it often leads to SI. Sometimes, I wake up in the night crying. Why can't I do it when I need to? It feels like maybe my feelings aren't extreme enough for me to be able to cry.