I have an obsession I think with thinking I have some disorder. . .like do I have bi-Polar, or OCD, or do I have some sort of dissociation disorder.

That is an interesting point. Why do I keep doing that?

I guess I want to always be able to say "is this normal?" and if I have a diagnosis, I can at least say whatever weird thing I'm doing or thinking is normal for someone with . . .X.