I don't know how to respond. Thank you for thinking of me, too, and for your prayers. Today was an emotional trainwreak and I fear for the emptiness of tomorrow, but your post is encouraging - whether I can believe the optimism(truth/wisdom) of it or not, just that you made it.
I'm looking for that help, albeit perhaps half-heartedly at times, maybe I'll find it. I suppose a maybe is some hope. I started Lexapro today and will try counseling again if I can find a way to afford it, I'll be talking with my pastor about that Wednesday morning.
Thank you.