yeah Mapleton, my trust is definitely incomplete. But if you deconstruct the building block of trust... what is underneath it all? If you think about it, you would never give your trust and your vulnerabilities over to someone you know for a fact you cannot trust. So there is trust in the relationship, i mostly "know" she is a person of trust, a person who is being paid specifically not to be damaging. She is as a therapist a person of high regard.

But something still gets in the way, that "knowing" of trust isn't enough. So what drives the fear, the feeling in your body that say to put up the defences?