ugh. sorry about that
(me me me)
glad you are feeling better
(hope i didn't just wreck that)

yeah, go play with your kids ;-)

(i guess i was attempting to normalise the feeling of being irretrevably broken and i wanted to say that i think that can indeed get a whole heap better over time. and that if you look at your childhood... it really isn't surprising (or abnormal) that you would feel that way but that yes there is hope for getting better)