honeybee I am so sorry for your loss I send hugs and love to you
I am glad I have found this post, I have been on the depression forum a bit
but my point is I have been dealing with the loss of the one person who is my
world.. and have considered self terminating many times over the last months.
I know it is a selfish act, and a few of my kids friends have taken there lifes.
just reading your grief and sadness puts it in a new light, how could I even think of doing such a thing like that ? and to hurt the ones I love.
I feel for you .... love n hugs
thankyou honeybee