mistake would be great! I'm probably making the whole thing worse because all I have to go from is my billing statement. So I don't really know she's using ICD-9, reading gets me in trouble because I don't know and am probably freaking out about nothing. Again. And it really makes no sense that would be my diagnosis. It's just a long time to spin until Monday.

It's been a crazy week, I've been pretty level the last few weeks or so but the last few days have been pretty rough. There's another thread in 'depression' that I could have written, the thread is called 'sighs' I think. I just want to feel normal for a little while at least. Or at least not like such a failure all the time.