Hi ~ I have to agree with Riotgrrrl ~ You're quite young, and haven't really had the chance to experience LIFE. You were tied down VERY early, so now is the time to spread your wings!

It's time to meet new people, go places and do things. It's also time to treat yourself with patience and care. Pamper yourself and be kind to yourself. I doubt that either of those guys were very tender to you or what you could call "loving." So be "loving" to yourself. Did you know that you have to love yourself before you can love anyone else? It's true!

So like Riotgrrrl said, take some time -- think about the past and I'll bet your don't WANT to go back to that!! You have a bright new future ahead of you and I'm sure you'll be able to find a wonderful, KIND, LOVING man too! Make SURE you don't find the same kind of guy you had before.

God bless my friend, and please take care! Hugs, Lee