I feel like I am replying to myself...

Today starts off something like this wake up at 6am wtf for....really...then I turn back over and go back to sleep then I wake up again at 11am...something really wants me to get up and belong in society but I don't wanna but I am still gosh darn it tired...

I feel rather intense emotions at the moment like paranoia, anger, distress, despair, loneliness, to be wanted by someone...