Thanks for the support guys. I am sorry if it was a bit of a rant and not everyone wants to hear it, but I feel its something that isn't said enough.
And people will try to make you feel bad for wanting to be alone or rejecting their advances, but don't succumb to that. Misery loves company and people will try to drag you under when they are drowning. Personally, my ex is trying to find reasons to be angry at me and villify me because its easier to be angry than it is to be sad. Pay no credence to this kind of thing, stick to your guns and hold yourself in the highest regard.
And remember: you are awesome!!!!