Dear T,

So I couldn't say that word and I asked you for a pen and paper to write it down, and you gave me a nice sketchpad and the coloured pens to choose from. And I wrote it at the top of the piece of paper, and then I asked you to rip it up.

And now I keep thinking that I should have written it at the bottom instead of making you waste the whole piece of paper. I feel really bad about it.