paranoid girl...the paranoia and delusions you currently have are almost identical to what i experienced when i was younger. i used to believe people were controlling my mind and influencing me when i rode the bus. i was extremely paranoid! however, i finally found a psychiatrist who put me on meds that worked for me (seroquel and risperdal). now at least for me, the paranod delusions are well controlled by my psych meds. however, under periods of great stress the paranoid delusions will return, but i have learned to ignore them until the stress ends and my meds kick back in.

i'm not really qualified to give medical advice, but having the correct meds definitely worked for me, and if there is any way u can find a decent psychiatrist or psycho-pharmacologist, hopefully you can achieve the same result.