((withit)) I'm sorry you are going thru such rough patch. If you don't mind me asking, how old r your kids? What about family that cna help you until you cna find a new therapist? Why did your t terminate the therapy?
I think you are going to see here ppl that goes thru the same things, and what I find is that I can actually feel related and the heaviness soem days is lighter.
Hang in there, PM me anytime.
Hugs~