(Candybear)I'm not here to judge you at all, but I'd like to ask you this, what diference does it make how much money he has and how much do you make? I understand you feel left out, but I think you are having a mix of feeling you need to separeta in order for you to start working on getting better.
Hang in there Candy, I hope someday you cna find the peace you need ~hugs~