Dear T,

Thank you for today! I feel like we cleared the air on a lot of things and I feel so much better than I felt last week. I really did think that you wanted to get rid of me. I'm so glad that's not true. I still have to quit in December or maybe not until March but I think we can do some hard work from now until then! I feel much more positive now!

I am willing to do the SE with you. I DO trust you!!

It was hard to hear that I'll have to pay you a lot for sessions next year but good to know that you'll let me come back.

I appreciate your telling me about my interrupting you and not listening to you. Please tell me when I do it all the time so that I can stop!

I feel like I "jinxed" you because you aren't wearing your contacts but you didn't answer me last time so I will keep my mouth shut. I feel sorry if you can't wear them for some reason. I know my talking about it with you had nothing to do with your not wearing them. I'm not that powerful.

I will try to live life as you want me to do! I'm not getting off my forums though. I like to write and I like to help others, too. It's meaningful to me.

I feel connected to you.
I know you care about me.
I feel like you understand me.

I don't like that you don't want me to email you but I'm accepting that I pay you to help me, and that's the RX you're giving me. If I want to get better, I need to take the medicine even though it hurts me.

Love,
rainbow