there are a lot of people that are unable to stop useing and just because youi di d it one way I don't think you are an expert in this area. I know from first hand experiance that for the first year I had to fight these thoughts and dreams. I Have seen where someone had a burning bush awakening and never had any thoughts of useing. If you do have experiance have you gone to speakers meeting or talked to others about this.This was a fight for the first year. The fact is addicts do not know how to keep the urge away. and some do not ever stop go out an ddie because the are unable to get away from it . Good luck You need to help your mother but do not enable her.