I think that's what I have been experiencing in my therapy sessions. Like it kinda feels like I space out...but it's like I can't control it...and it's like I can't stay inside of my own head. It's like my brain shuts down or something. My T will ask "what are you thinking?" or "where did you just go?" and my answer is "I don't know" -- because I really don't know. it's weird. it seems like it only happens when things get intense