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Originally Posted by sugahorse1
Is there anyone you can talk to? Share the pain with someone who can listen to you.
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For the most part, not really. I'm the glue that holds the family together and no-one really knows how to react when it is me falling apart.
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Originally Posted by BlackPup
 thinking of you and really sorry that you are hurting You are loved and appreciated here 
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Thanks BlackPup. I know it is just a moment in time, but sometimes it is almost too difficult to pull through.
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Originally Posted by intergalactictraveler
If I was in Florida(which I sometimes am)I'd meet you, hold you tight, and let you cry until you're exhausted. I've been finding myself crying more and more over the past few weeks because, like you, I am so tired of dealing with this illness and giving my love to someone who doesn't understand me and has no desire to understand, as you know. But I go on fighting the good fight, because there's that little flame of hope within me, illuminating the darkness. I just know there's a better life and I'm not going to let anything stop me from finding my share of happiness.
Don't give in to the dark thoughts. Imagine the life you want and find the strength and courage to get it. There is ALWAYS a way. It might not be easy but you're stronger than you know.  |
My family tries there best to be there for me, but none of them really know how. I have experienced with the ppl around me that if they cannot fix me then they are at a loss in what to do. It is easier to sweep under a carpet then to burden those around me. And thank you . . .