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Old Jun 19, 2013, 12:54 AM
Mapleton Mapleton is offline
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Originally Posted by haier View Post
My t always asks me that too..lol. I always say "good." Then when we're in the room she asks AGAIN and i say that AGAIN, then she ALWAYS says "okay" and breathes out hard and i smile..idk why. But then she asks how my week went and i talk about my week and i cry and feel mad or just talk without feeling anything and then she asks me how i feel about whatever awful stupid thing happened because my life is literally a mess right now and i have to try REALLY hard to "connect" and finally in the end "good" was not so good. Hmmm...every time. I think i frustrate her but i just think when someone asks how are you doing you say "good". You can't go on about all the ugly things inside...it's the same with how are you feeling. Idk...i'm screwed up in the head. Sometimes i wonder about me and if i will ever be normal.
Its when the normal people out in the world ask me how I am, that I say good.

I fantasize about telling them otherwise, sometimes.
Thanks for this!
haier