same. tears welling up in the eyes only, and I fight them... because

(A) I detest the way I feel, after crying... the dehydration and suggestion of a headache
(B) I think I must look awful and ridiculous after crying
(C) Its what I've always done. Held everything in check

I should note that it really does feel like a challenge to just have those bubbling tears, because sometimes it feels like there is a lot there being held back.