Dear T,

I am beside myself again. Thinking and thinking how you could just throw me away like this. You actually thought I was stupid enough to be taken in by this psychological mind game you were teaching my co-worker to use on me? You thought it was o.k. for her to "trick" me into believing that she actually cared about me? Is this your technique for handling interrelationship problems? Instead of being honest with someone you encourage manipulative tactics to "win" someone over? Have you ever been honest with anyone in your life? I mean that sincerely. You should really ask yourself that question. I don't need to know the answer but you do.

I want to tell you off so bad but the more I think of what you've done to me the worse I get. How can you think I can just move on??? I work with this individual every day. You don't have to work with someone everyday do you? You have different clients all day long and only answer to yourself. Well I don't. I have to see her everyday and know that she has been told by you all my personal information. This is the worst feeling for me ever.

You couldn't even bring yourself to apologize to me. Why? Are you embarrassed about what you've done? You should be. It was to your benefit to apologize and clear the air. I gave you more than one chance to do so. You were so important to me. I'm not talking about "romantic" love here. That is all you think of isn't it? That is why you never "got me" (I thought you did). I'm talking about a love on another level altogether. What's the point. It's over now. The hurt of being betrayed by not only you but also my co-worker at a time in my life when I am down in a hole is more than I can bear. It hurts so much to realize that you have no remorse for hurting me like this.