Thanks for the positive comment and support, yes i also feel i was attacked here but hey ho thats ok i can take the crap cuz ive been taking it for ages. None of you know the whole story behind our split, its not straight forward. Yes i do miss her and still love her and she still loves me but she cant handle the bad side and that is what i am trying to address. I will say that she is a very loving woman and has helped me in a big way especially when i lost my mum to medical negligence, i was at a stage i no longer wanted to be here and she helped me get back to where i am today. The thing i want to stress is she does not understand BPD and if she did then maybe she would be my rock but she isnt and thats my own fault for not addressing things sooner. Please do not judge people unless you know the full story, i am no angel and nor was she towards me and she openly admits that.
Thanks for making my day even more sad than it already was, i thought this was a support site!