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babs92 said:
Does anyone feel stupid, guilty and foolish after going out and doing things that were irrational in a manic state? I guess the answer would be yes for most of you..............


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yes it is hard not to punish ourselves...
Not that long ago I bought 2 cars in 3 weeks....and then tried to just give one of them back...
It is difficult to say that this is a chemical problem in our brains...we are hardest on ourselves in this regards..I think.
Our problems (hubby and I) stem from living beyond our means....credit card debt...student loans balances that are outragious...regular debt from cars and house notes and the list of bills goes on and on...no wonder the holidays are tough!
And it is expensive just to live and eat healthy these days.
Appling for jobs is a great idea, working out the details will be just one more challenge for you.
good luck and hang in there.
Child care is expensive and you will have to take that into consideration of course along with taxes etc.
Some folks think it is more expensive to work than not.
(((HUGS)))
bizi