I think that u r going too far when u have to communicate with your T outside of the regularly scheduled sessions. I'm not trying to make u feel bad in anyway. Please understand that your T has her own personal life. It is hard to c it that way because all of us that need help become so wrapped up in ourselves and the need for help that we forget that Ts have a personal life of their own separate and apart from their professional lives. I just want u to take that into consideration. In addition, I'd like to add that relying on your T constantly can lead to something else that u may not be prepared to deal with, (like an emerging intimate relationship),that could cause more harm than good. It may not b a possibility in your case, but **** happens. Just keep that in mind.
Anyway, good luck to u...

Regards,
"almostthere"