Thread: my fears
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Old Nov 19, 2006, 05:03 PM
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mine made me think i wanted to do stuff to myself that would harme me.i probably be dead right now if i did them.i rather not say what they were making me think.they didn't tell me but the thought did cross my mind.i hate when the voices get like this.it's never their fault when i do something.i agree because they didn't tell me to do it.i just do it but,i dont think of them as in my head. anyway i prettty much get the blame for it.the voices blame me and when i go to feel sorry.they say it's okay we know you didn't mean to do it.i tell them to punish me or shutup. they did punish me.one of the things that happened wasn't my fault.and the other well my social worker asked me if the voices wanted to put me away in the hospital. i told her it was me and the voices.she gave me good reason why ishouldn't go because of the voices wanting me to go.i just forgot what it was.she just told me not to do it again.i haven't and im not going to.
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