Hi CherryTree ~ I wish I knew what to tell you. Have you talked with your doctor? If so, what did he say? Talk with him first, and then have him refer you to a good therapist. A therapist can help you deal with this, and find out what is causing this. I'm sure he can help you cope with this and find the cause and solution to this.

Don't be afraid or even ashamed (as some people are) of therapy. I've been in therapy a couple of times and it has helped me IMMENSELY. Many of us here have been in therapy, or are IN therapy right now!

I wish you the very best. Please let us know how you come out, okay? God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee