if you don't mind me asking what were you before schizoaffective.im paranoid schizophrenic. how do i know because they are on my thoughts and i heard 3 ufo's they landed and everything.it was my brain disorder.i do seem happy all the time though.i couldn't go through the grieving process when i found oyt i was schizophrenic. iremember being sad and then being happy from then on.till now now i get depressed some then i go back to being happy.i wish i would calm down for good.my doctor is saying possible bipolar, but,i think im schiozoprenic.he should have said schizoaffective then bipolar. but he went straight to bipolar.i read him my notes every chance i get.i did that for another meantal health place i was with for years before group therapy.they were saying paranoid schizophrenic.i did it one time though. for the first time .