Tried to do the e-check on my car today. I tried to use the self-service kiosk they had but couldn't find the port under my dashboard that I had to plug the thing into. I could have gone ahead and pulled into the garage to have it done by someone in there, but I was getting hungry and needed to get some lunch, and I felt kind of awkward and embarrassed after having spent like 10 minutes looking under my dash, so I just drove home.

I've started journaling. Whenever I get a depressive thought or other random thought that I think is significant, I just write it down in a Word document. It's a real stream of consciousness type thing, just typing whatever I feel without really thinking. Seems to help some.