no I have a problem with de-focusing from what I am supposed to be talking about. and going on and on about things that has no point, and I talked to my therapist about this and I wanted her to point me back in that direction of where I am suppose to be..
this is where I take steps back from my progress.. this is why my disorder is so hard to be treated.. and I dnt relize I do it until I get home and think about... "okay what was the session really about"

I find that when talking about my last therapist, other therapist find it interesting.

I just asked her if I talk about her re-direct me or point that out to me.. so I can focus on what I need to be.. instead she engages in the convo. talking about it with me . validating that I think my last therapist is nuts. .. I already know that, I just cant change it.. to move on is what I want too... I want to start from the beginning of my life.. and then when we get to the therapist part we can talk about it.. until then I don't want too.. my emotions from it are going away. . . what I don't understand why my other sessions seemed to be going well the past couple times.. all of the sudden one thing triggered all of these memories of this women, not as my therapist it was all personal things that happened between her and I.