I hate therapy, After I went through 2 therapist over a year and read the notes they took, they either weren't listening to me or just like to make up stories?

EX:

told the therapist about me getting an award at work, "I didn't care, I got the award, I stared at it, then threw it in the backseat of my car. It's pointless and doesn't matter, everyone wants this and I thought I did at one point in my life."

Therapist wrote: pt received award and was very pleased with himself.

WTF?

I prefer women as therapist but I feel they play mind games to well.