I'm sorry..SDRL, but at least you area getting help and working through this and aware of it. Although this is not one of my struggles, I know several people who have had EDs, and all them got help and got better. One of them even became a T as a result of all of it. You also said that your best friend recovered too.

I know the job thing is hard, but keep trying. It is okay to take breaks! I understand why it must have felt hard to feel like T was pushing you too hard rather than acknowledging all that you do, but my T would probably keep pushing me too.

Keep working through it. ::