I woke up this morning extremely anxious, but as my day went on I found myself in the middle of a positive distraction and it really turned my day around. I felt like I could breathe for the first time in weeks. Then I came home and found that a friend has left me (because of my behaviour over the past few days, I've been in quite a few panics and have not been able to control my lashing out) so that sent me reeling. Then another friend said she can't handle my mental issues any more and is unwilling to be there for me in that way. so with that, I've pretty much lost everyone. Hello PC, you will be seeing a lot more of me, ha.