Hi, thank you for responding. I don't see a therapist. I'm unable to afford it and have no medical coverage. I am due to see my doctor the beginning of July (thank goodness) - sometimes it's 2-3 months before I can get in there. My problem is, I KNOW going outside or getting to work or ANYTHING other than being in bed will make me feel better. I am just unable to do so. I lose all will power or want to even live my life. Not that I want to die, just that I don't feel like living. If that makes sense.