Today I've got some rather ridiculous thoughts in my head! They're a mix of daydreams and worries and insecurities and curiousities and cravings and fantasies and fears and everything EXCEPT the things I should be thinking about or doing! haha.
Also, I had 6 hours of sleep. Go me go! Starting to wonder if my body is on this weird little kick of going "Oh, 5-6 hours is more than you've been getting lately, so it MUST MEAN you are well-rested, so we will have another night of almost nothing!" Evil body. It seems to be ignoring the fact that I am due for at least a week of 8-9 hours of sleep per night to start to get caught up and that ONE night of 5-7 hours is not sufficient!
in other news - today is like Friday because tomorrow there are no students at the school as it's our planning day! w00t! Unfortunately... tomorrow I also have my appointment with the psychiatrist and I am terrified and having lots of horrid thoughts about freaking RIGHT out at him and him being a douchebag or something. Seriously now I need to get a grip!
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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