you are right probally need to talk about it.
I just really am trying not to focus on that relationship anymore I just want it gone. because its over.. I have made my mind up on it and I don't want her to be a part of me anymore... I want her to be a part of my past, not my future.
so, agree need too.. just want to focus on me as a child at this point, my life with my parent, siblings and relatives.