Nessa* I think you hit the nail on the coffin with the way I was for the whole night.

Dylanzmama* It's been 5 and a half months since everything has happened. Sorry to hear about your situation.

middlepath* what you're explaining is exactly how I felt for the first month or two that I came out of my break. I felt the same way, like everyone knew and they were looking at me differently. It makes you not want to go out. You have to go out though, it's one step at a time and it does get better.

sometimes psychotic* I don't really have a difficult time reading peoples emotions. If anything, it's that I'm so concerned with mine. Also I have been going out one on one or in smaller groups of people. That's difficult to do because my friends like to drink (which doesn't do anything to me any more) so they get together with many people. This Saturday is this huge party I was invited to. I plan on going, and once more try and be social.

Confusedinomicon* I am communicating at a level that I feel is maxed out. Anything that I would say, I'll try and say it unless the conversation already drifts past that part. The thing is everything is just so fast paced and it's hard to follow and say anything. Again this is a problem that I've never had before.