Yes, I definitely wish I could be reborn. It crosses my mind very often how many things I have missed in my life and how messed up my life itself is for a reason I'm not even responsible for. I feel I was robbed of my life, especially of the part that usually provides some of the best memories for most people. I feel that with the childhood I had, I didn't even have a proper chance in life. I have to learn so many things as an adult, without much help.
Of course, I would like to be reborn with the knowledge that I was abused, so I could at least tell others that something very wrong is happening to me. Too bad abuse was so normal to me that I didn't even realize I was a victim.
OK, this seems like a rant, but it just wanted to come out.
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