I had been doing quite well for a bit. I have had a miserable few days with pain and tonight I can't sleep. I took my celebrex, a vicodin, and more clonazapam then I usually take and I ache and my mind won't stop racing. The pain thing is so arbitrary. It does what it wants. I just took 50 mg of Benedryl to try and get some rest.

When my mind races my pain is worse, which comes first? I was thinking that I had everything under control but obviously not.

I do find a confused bunch of muscles when I ask them to do something. They get dumb. I need to get back to P.T. asap! Need new referral as I want to switch to a private place.

I just feel like whining is all. Whine whine. Sorry