I know, Jolisse. This time last year, he got like this and I begged him.to go see my pdoc cause my pdoc specialzes in illness related depression and had treated many Crohns patients. But H thinks psychotherapy is ridiculous. He thinks paying someone to "listen to your problems" is ridiculous. Ive tried telling him that its much more than that. But he doesnt listen or understand. He seen a new GI today. This new one didnt do anything. No labs no imagimg no meds. He just said "It sounds like intestinal scar tissue is causing malabsorbtion" & I agree. So when we got home I told H I wanted him.on EN (basically a liquid diet taked orally or intravenously) cause his intestines needed rest. His exact words were "F**k you and your g-d Ensure". Ive never heard him use such foul language. Hes usually the one getting on me and my habit of dropping F-bombs in every sentence.
He is refusing to take his antibiotic (Flagyl) & his anti-spamatoic (Bentyl). He says he just wants to die. A good family friend of ours died from Crohns. She had no ins for meds andgot down to 80-85 lbs from malabsorbtion and due to that, she had a massive heart attack. She was only 44 years old. Im afraid the same thing will happen to my H. I am beyond frustrated. My stress is causing me to have 3 periods in a 34 day cycle. I havent had a BM in almost a week. I throw up from anxiety every day. Im broke out in hives and eczema. I have been chain smoking. Im iritable as hell. Im at the end of my rope with him. He doesnt care what his attitude is doing to me or his son. Our son has been spending all his time next door at my in laws cause he cant stand the way his dad is acting. Its awful here right now!!