I am so sorry you are feeling so bad Milly. What else can you do about school? Alternatives? I know you are not stupid so don't give up on yourself.

I understand how bad you must be feeling. I wish you could see how wonderful you really are. You have shown your compassion by how many people you have helped here. That is worth a lot and shows a lot of character.

I hope you look at all of you and not just that portion. And for that portion I hope you find all alternatives there are. Many times there are reasons that thngs happen and people take that into consideration and compromises can be made. I hope you explore that with them. Please take care of yourself.