I am gaining guilt more and more every day with the fact that I can't function as a normal adult. My fiance supports both of us, and it's not like he's making 3 figures or anything. We are in financial hardship now because I was laid off, and can't find a job that I can do though I keep searching and searching. He says he doesn't care, that he just wants me to feel better and if I never found a job he wouldn't hold it against me or anything of that sort... But things are just more difficult because of me. If I didn't have all of these problems and had a job again, could function like I used to and have a whole range of them open up as options, all of our financial worries would just fade away.

The guilt makes me sick to my stomach every day And, because of my anxiety, I worry that he is only just saying that he won't hold it against me, and then feel more stressed and worse. I've started eating less again. I feel constantly tired because I feel constantly under pressure.

Does anyone else deal with this? Guilt, guilt, guilt, all day long. How do you deal with that feeling...? "Get a job" is the simple answer for me, but obviously I'd have one by now again if it were that simple.