girlbassplayer I may know what you are feeling. For a long time I felt the same way. being the good boozer and addict I felt like dieing, Onef day got to the point of ( If this is all there is I dont want to live. ). that was 16 years ago the ninth of this month. when I frist went to meetings I had the attitude of dont talk to me I wont talk to You. For Me I had to loose everything family also. I first started going to meetings and listened I was totally antisocial. just before this stop date I tryed to go get help . I went to a drug and alcohol treatment center after 3 hour They told me to leave.I tryed to go someplace else they tossed me out also I did not have inssurance. S o I went to AA meetings and no matter what I was going through I did not drink or drug. I felt very scrad and lost I hope thisis some help I wish you the best
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