I'm sorry Cheshire.

You're one friend should REALLY know better than to tell you to quit whining about it. It's an awful feeling when friends are so dismissive. You really want (and need!) the support right now, I went through the same thing before I met with my pdoc for the first time and I was terrified but I always got the feeling that my friends were just sick of hearing from me.

In my opinion sometimes having friends is just more trouble than their worth. (Sometimes)

I'm kind of in the same kind of situation now too. Don't really know who's my friend anymore. What I did wrong. Why no one wants to talk to me anymore. And why, after SHE gets help and finds an AD that works well, why does she no longer need me? More than that... why is she mad at me? And why did I ever trust her to begin with.