Yeah... it's just hard when I've opened up with her about it when I've known her less than a year... I took a giant risk by telling people here what I was doing for/with myself by going to make all these appointments. I've NEVER done that before (telling, or seeking help). I've never ONCE mentioned to someone else that I think I have bipolar... and I have always been very careful to have multiple groups of friends so that I can hide it easily.
To then have that conversation? That was harsh. All I was trying to do was see if she wanted to go and get drinks to celebrate with me afterwards!
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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