I SO agree with this.

First, I was really sympathetic with you (heyitsme7) until you said in another thread how liberally shameful the rest of your generation was. Not cool. As long as everyone isn't hurting anyone else, what they do for pleasure in privacy is their concern only. Don't impose your morality on them.

I've read that you feel like you feel like there is also an issue with speaking your native cultures language. That, plus the socializing thing tells me you really need to reach out for some professional help.

The porn/masturbation thing can be compulsive, but isn't necessarily unhealthy... and its certainly not your primary issue.

You're still young and you may find that counseling is going to get a lot more expensive soon, so I would investigate it ASAP... and try to concentrate first on your issues with culture and socializing, because the way it appears, you have a co-morbid issue with your sexuality, BECAUSE of the underlying problem.

P.S. I read in your posts where you ask if S.A.A is free. From what I've read, all of the 12 step tradition meetings are free. But seek general psychotherapy counseling 1st